sleep fixed!!!

lately i've fixed my sleep schedule and i've been able to sleep better. i'm waking up around 7～8am and going to bed at 10～11 pm. honestly, i don't feel like it made any big changes in my routine since i still don't go out much, but at least now i have more energy during the day. yesterday i tried sitting at my desk since i don't usually do that, i mostly use my laptop while laying in bed, but it was actually pretty comfy and i think i'll start sitting there more often. the only issue was lana kept walking all over the keyboard and stepping on the keys, she wouldn't let me do or see anything, but she's forgiven because she's just a baby looking for attention. right now she's sleeping on my pillow and she looks super comfy (￣ω￣) i also had coffee in my favorite mug:


today i woke up early again and it's really cold. my usual breakfast lately has been hot green tea and some fruit. i also have to take care of my little brother a few days a week, like today, but it's not really a hard task since he's pretty calm. i was supposed to go out today because my dad asked me yesterday to deliver something for him, and the idea of going out alone was terrifying... but luckily i didn't have to go because i had to take care of my brother. 

my brain hurts!!!!!!

i woke up kinda early today and i've had a migraine since yesterday. i hate it, but it's pretty normal for me. i've had migraines for years and it's honestly hell, i wouldn't wish it on anyone. i took paracetamol but it never works, the only solution is taking something stronger and i don't have any right now.

but anyway, aside from that, on saturday i finally left the house after many days. i went to the mall with my grandma and my brother, and we played at family park (a small amusement park). i had a really good time! after playing, we went to get ice cream (yay) and then we headed home. we got back around 7 pm and i hadn't slept since midnight the night before, so yeah, i was up for a lot of hours and completely exhausted. i went to bed and fell asleep immediately. the bad part is, i woke up a few hours later and couldn't fall asleep again, so i ended up staying awake until the next day. again.

yesterday i helped my dad with some stuff and by the afternoon i was feeling super drained, so i laid down and took a nap. i woke up during the night and fell asleep again until i woke up today at 5 am. i don't know if i'll be able to stay awake during the day, i've been feeling really bad from the migraine and i'm nauseous. my dad gave me some candy and it's the only thing that made me feel a little better :( obviously it didn't fix anything, but at least they taste good.

it's already june and as winter gets closer, lana just wants to curl up with me and stay warm. every time she curls up she looks like a cinnamon roll that purrs. my room is especially cold since the sun doesn't hit my window, so having her with me is like having a tiny heater every time i go to bed. i love her so much!!